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Everybody Knows


Sometimes, as many as ten kids would follow me, calling me names and throwing stones. This went on over a period of months when I was eleven and twelve. I believe it was because they knew about the gang rape and blamed me for it. After all, they stoned harlots in the Bible stories and these kids had all been to Sunday school.

From the time of the rape until I was old enough to leave town, I felt surrounded by peers who scorned me. Long walks and reading sustained me and gave me a world away from their ridicule. However, the dream may also be suggesting that there are aspects of myself which are enemies and to whom I must speak.


Dream:

There was a big party. Jack was there and complaining because there weren't enough people at the party. He would have to speak to his enemies. I said it would take a big party, indeed, for him to be able to avoid his enemies.


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